Inactive in-Disguise

I'm old...i refuse to believe it but I'm old. My attunement to tech edit and settings wanes and fade . I used to be able to alter a template after browsing through several lines of codes but now i cant even insert a filmloop or sl1de.com into my profile.Please God say it aint soo....say its just a minor hiccup that happen because I'm still awake at 6am 'sih . So anyway after 2 long years of hiatus , i just came back to blog


Lots of things happen ...bad ones one after another...will this ever going to minimize? Grandma still struggling with her neck lump .Months after another ,when will it cease? It has gone worst which I hope its end of her pain. Almost everyone in the household is burdened by it.

Thank you God for bringing Dark Hero DAys to me safe and sound. I was about to lose faith in the national postage system

update soon

2nd day of CNY 2007 a.k.a the year of the golden piggy :D
Haven't been in Malaysia celebrating lunar new year for quite some time now.Funny it rained though around the afternoon. Sure feel a little wierd. From my observations, the customs and principles practised by my folks remain the same. My mom is still quite superstitious about the fortune thingies. However, this few months has been a new breakthrough for her, as she make cookies now ...yummy tasty ones according to the CNY theme. I felt i'm getting old now, I notice i sleep more often now :sigh: WTH!

While watching T.V a question came to me, Why do we struggle to stay alive in order to become slave to destiny ? Hmm intriguing,ya? or was it my rasional thinking skills left me. I still thought about the Lord, my pals at Hope,and my distant future. Come to think of it thats how my life is Friends never stay long nomather how i try. They come and go. Wither and reborn. Captured moments on digital media on the other hand i believe lasts. Even memories fail us when our age catches up. or got can be altered/removed prematurely by our fictional 'haitian'
character. I'm starting to dislike big days like these now and then, it reminds me of my happiness and joy which i find it hard to encounter again thus making me burden with grief and sadness. However, Happy CNY 2007 i still wish you all

She's Hot.
She's Mysterious.
She's also a well-trained soldier in espionage and tactical planning.
She's seeking for answers.
She's able to manipulate incoming and outgoing digital transmission freely by herself
She Intercept,Generates and even interprets electronic information in the likes emails,phone calls,text messages etc

Ladies and Gentlemen, may i present you..... Stana Katic's Hana Gitelman!! Boy,i sure have hots for her :p With abilities like hers, who needs transmitters and receivers anymore :p Hmm i sure can't wait till 19th Feb 2007 for her debut appearance with Matt and Ted.

I’m still a coward I realized in some way. I planned and made preparations but in the end
I was so overwhelmed with failure and criticism that I dropped my entire intent.
The sad thing is its not even a something big or grand, just some trivial task
I think of doing once in a while. Why are so afraid? Why are you such a pussy?
To me the reason behind the task is the drive. I only have this ’reason’ to hold on to.
But yet I’m can’t muster the courage to act upon it. So what if it turns out bad or
Being declined…..you can always use this as a stepping stone for further propelling


Nomather how much the task sees me or grade , I still have to do it. Its like the a game’s
First level obstruction. Ahead I see many bonuses and items I can use to buck myself upBut if I can’t take out my heart to see whats in store for me, I’ll never make it pass the second level

bear with me