Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Truth abt H K revealled..sorta

Yesterday after touching heaven, my fellow CG dudes hold a mini farewell gathering for me and Cl1ft0n Phu4. The atmosphere was very great. Those who came revealed sides of me which some that i didn't even know. Although farewell gathering like will always result in teary moments here and there, mine is no exception. I'm particularly in-debted to them all who testify my flaws and goodness. I4n S0ng, J4s0n, L1l34,Y0k0, G4ry L30ng, I\/y 0ng, J3ffr3y, M1ch43l Th4i, L1on3l Y30,Cl1ft0n and V1try. Their influence and dedication will remained a part of my life for a long long time. A pity I don't get to know them longer, or earlier either.

Song- I believe you are just super fantastic to be with. Always sacrificing your time for the benefit of others and church minitry are simply exemplary.

J4s0n Ng- You have very good command with words , making you a very suitable candidate as an encourager, evangelist, and even a speaker of social interaction. I appreciate your efforts to train and support me all these while.

L1l3a- A fellow classmates in some subjects. Thats how I got to know you. Kind, beautiful and great in many other amazing ways. Your commitment to mostly anything korean is definately a interesting side of you.

Y0k0- Despite I just know you for less than a year, I felt blessed and touched having you around. Although we don't interact that much(not that I do anyway with others), i felt an aura of serenity, pure of heart and genuineness speaking and being with your company. You are like that type that has nothing to hide and your words ring truth all the time. I also felt impacted by the numerous time you shared about b4pt1sm in H0p3 T0ky0 following your mom's footsteps and how sad you can be sometimes at Uni when difficulty arises. God is indeed working in you !

G4ry - Dato' Gary ....something i just love to call you as. Not because it sounds nice, but because you somehow look like one.Hmm...you brang color into our mundane lives with your occassional lame jokes and quotes......something i found it insightful most of the times. Buddy, i know some might find it irritating at times, i can assure you i just like the way you are. You have also indeed grown alot during this year .....thanks God for working wonders in you. It seems you have the desire to assist with all sort of CG and church works. Sometimes i see we share many traits in common(thinking wise, action wise, photography wise, infernal affairs wise etc).I'm really thankful for your company. You are also somewhat a perfectionist as shown in CG ice-breaker games, your uni works, and life. One session of games planning with you showed that you care about the welfare but thinking hard and analysing if it's really suitable for activeness. Sigh...i will miss your self-made brownies too.

I\/y- Another marvel of CCM's CG6b. A Women of many skills and deep spiritual level. I enjoyed your teaching alot during CG for the past two years. Your endless dedication and commitment to Church and CG truly leaves me in awe all the time. A super-contributor of energy and mind. Lord, I prayed that you mould her further to reach up to others as she is definately resembles you day by day already. You impress me with your interest at cooking. Funny thing is you made very delicious meals, entrees and particularly desssets( grass-jely drinks, cakes of variety flavours, fruit pudding etc)... which i can't receive 'ta pau' most often of the time

J3ffr3y- "Happy GO Lucky". A three word sentence that can used to describe you. heheh you are always so jovial, and full of silly remarks about all sort of things. Life is so full of laughter having you around. I seldom seen you get mad before although I've seen you moody which is probably your other form of expression meaing "Dont come near me, I bite !" Although you, J450n, M1c and others often try to inititate dialog with me, and it didnt turn well to your expectation, I'm still touched. My semester period has indeed made me only less interesting.
One last thing is thank you for the vision you 'saw' when the closing prayers is going underway. I dunno what i means or how you do it, but i still thank you on behalf of God response.Here I wish you well in your future, and do continue your walk with God. It seems he has open new path for you.

Saturday, November 25, 2006

A little trial of frustration

Another trial of frustration. One sentence that can sum up most of my day today. For the past few days i have this urge to seek out the collector edition of HKL's Wheels on Meals. One month ago i'd never bother as I pass it so many times that i forgotten. But as I'm leaving soon, i wanted to just have it as another novelty item of the oldies. It is true what our seniors folks said; When you have no desire of it, it pops out so often.....and once you set our hearts for it, it hides away from you. So there I go walking from each chain stores to another chain stores in Westfield's Southland shopping centre.Dang.., from JB Hi-Fi to BigW to Target to K-Mart in 2 hours ! Of course I didn't make it, poor me i even neglected my lunch naively believe that if i have the strong intention for something i'd be able to achieve it. Something I have to bear in mind next time, especially in near future when i've begin to work as I've known to be a workaholic type of guy...meaning until i have successfully finish or near accomplish i'll keep pressing on.PLus i have to fork out extra money to pay for a second 1 hour fare card .
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And the frustration didn't just end there, i end up sleeping once i reach home to recuperate out of a little tireness. Definately a day of wastage. Chr1st14ns always go longwinded stating its reason about being its God's plan to train you up , in order to manage your time and self wisely. Grr...
*** Mumble : Must be something extra special tomorrow replace an unfruitful day today

Thursday, November 23, 2006

M0rn1ngt0n Pen1nsul4 trip for some of us

Time to catch up with people before I'll be gone forever. I turn up at Atlantic St for a so call 'dinner' that turns out to be only pizza, and cherries that some of them went to get in Mornington Peninsula. Some excerp I heard over there were certain people being excess baggages(muta be low profile ones in the gang), someone was tired that his saliva grouped on one side and about fall from the mouth during his nap along the trip way, praying against protection against lameness, C.M.I (Cannot make it ) , C.S.I (Cannot Stand It). They didn't get into much because many attractions are only open on weekends....something which i should have guess.Leaving house at 1015am, be back at 1930pm...assuming noone is punctual, toilet breaks, times where you gotten lost etc ....there is not much to expore anyway. Check out Gary's shots below. Luckily I did a little fellowship with Y0k0, learnt some deal about her school,class,H0p3 T0ky0 etc before the whole bunch of them got back.I'm always amazed and delighted talking with her. And wonderful game we had after that about trying to four simillar gender people to sit a row of chairs, but the tint of guessing mix-up names of the people. Each turn people will be given a chance to call up their 'chosen' names to either remove or insert into the row of chairs. haha ...talk about identity crisis of sort










































Sigh...less than a week left for my 'final destination'.I'm really shivering daily now...plus all those great moments I had acumulated in this and last year....I'll definately miss them all !


Surprisinly I'm not the only one thats going through this period, many who are going back are getting hectic about activities and plans to catch with another too. If thats one thing that resurfaced in my thougths today was commited Chr15t1ans are all busy people. We can't often have lomg time to spend with one another of their bro and sis of C anymore. Ministry serving, instrument practice,reaching out to new people+pre-believers, growtgreater groups, nurturing via sheperding+teaching new skills and day of the sabbath .Pheew...as testified and shown strongly by I4n S0ng, I\/y Ong, M1ch43l Th41 and my cousin Le5lie. All who believe in honor could be obtain via serving the Lord. I believe in serving too....in fact i find peace and joy serving in many areas of ministry....seeing the pleasing look in my fellow bro and sis regardless of the pain and trouble I've to go through. Keep pressing on, we all have different path laid for us....nomather how much i'll miss all of them .....i have to also trust in Him that He will interwined our bond together again in near future that is if I pass the Judgement stage. Pray H K ..pray





Friday, November 17, 2006

Leaving Winds abound

People are leaving one by one. People that I will probably have no chance of seeing again.Those defined as a close circle of friends that have been with me for some period of time. Those that are cross-lifter with me. What i felt will be hard to describe....the pain of them leaving, the regret of not knowing them long enough, sorrow of not able to be in their presence anymore, sad that I'll miss another established contact, joyful that he/she can return home with their family + proceed with his/her goals in life, touched by their impact, proud of their current achievements and frustrated of missing out so many good chances to be with them.



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Kh0ng Su-4nn, Xy1i4 Ch4n, Ch4ng Chung W3i,M4 S1ng T1ng,Sh4un R1mo5, S4m4nth4,J04b Hw4ng






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S4brin4 Ng4i, G4ry Leong(s00n), Chr1s S1m(s00n),






Even my time is almost up, 12 more days from the day of this post to depart. I see myself won't be coming back for a long long time. I seriously wonder what and how my path will be a fortnight later. Will I still be alive? Will I still feel the same way before I left on my family, friends and its surroundings? Some people say the pain does not lies in them leaving you, but its the good memories that does the killing. The more fond memories you have of them, the more hard to let go it becomes. However, i always believed they should be a boundary between it. To little behind the boundary and you will not see the pain while too far ahead of the boundary the feeling of hard to let go fades away as you dont see them as what you want to anymore.











































































Good thing I participate with the some leavers two days ago. We went 'Dim Sum' eating at Londales St.'s Dragon Boat. Food is nice ...after all its those buffet $16.8 all you can eat promotion ....suits me. heheh ...Ya luckily i managed to join in with them despite a wet and gloomy rainy weather. 15 mins of Laser Gun Shoot up is another of the main attraction on that day with them. Plus some little time at the casino inner amusement park. Surely one of those days I will be remembering. Anyway here I wished them best of luck and keep pressing on for the future. Some pictures above for novelty purpose courtesy of Sabr1n4's camera.













Thursday, November 09, 2006

Yikes a wedding already !

Got the latest edition of FFXII yesterday mailed to me the states together with VP2:Silmeria. Both by Square-Enix.....boy their games just came out better and better. Funny i aint that eager to play new PS2 games anymore....whats happening to me ....my promise abt games will remain a portion of my life sort of oath ? One way its good, it seems only certain things stirs me up nowadays. Played a while in the night and then 'drows'(is this the right spelling?) off to sleep. My first changed impression is the the combat system. It's not based on my all time favourite ATB system anymore :[

Character development in FFXII is largely on license acqusition. FFX runs on sphere grid. I still like FFX and FFX-2 over FFXII for now.Characters are more vibrant with their own style and background,plus with their own mesmerizing 'Limit Break', the world is less dark+war driven. I will give it another try on it and VP2:Silmeria after this....see if it changes anything.


Got another copy of Jet Li's HKL edition of The Master . ...Hmm the action movie shot in the 80's are still not that entertaining ,combat moves not as gracefully excuted as other great ones like crouching tiger, Hero, Project A, Once Upon a time in China series etc. Sigh felt cheated for getting it. Fightings are just so-so , most are portrayed more beautifully in Once Upon China series.The only thing worth noticing are the special interviews with Yu3n W4h and Cyst4l Kw0k.....which coincidancely is my ever attraction in HKL titles.

While browsing today, I happen to found out one of my classmates in secondary school got married recently.Woohoo ~~! Lucky you M3lv1n. Hmm....i remember and cherished the days where him, Ramprashad, and Choo Hau (occassionally) sparing chess in class.The earliest of my classmate who got married(or was it engaged) were C1ndy Yu and K4r Ch0y since two years ago.Everything seems to be happening at warp speeed now(in my own sense) ....Buddies getting engaged(Daniel Lam & Lisa Choy). Mates getting married(Ke1th Ch1ng & Yoon-Mi). Friends having babies(Ant0ny & Cz3-E3).The scariest part had begun just when you hit 20ish. Normal questions are is my turn coming? Am I with the right person now? will I be with her for the rest of my life? What's it like 10 years from now, I'm anticipating something huge ...a giant leap fo faith ! I can't help but wonder why are they tying the knot this quick. Oh and my heartfelt congratz too. Sudddeny it reminds me of the old saying of 'If you are very fortunate you will have became father(married) at this age ' . ....the quotes often used by we cantonese to disencourage wasting time and no-gain works. Many of my classmates that I haven't seen in years made their appearances too. Below are the pictures taken using Chr1st1n4's camera.











On the other hand i dunno what to say to them after the long separation even if i'm there, nothing drastic happen in me....i'm not a millionaire yet, i dont own a car, i have no job.. Imagine the embarasement i'm going to be having when they asked me about it :[ Come on H K !I'm trully worried about myself. Give yourself a good long think to reflect on your self and your past. I ain't getting anymore younger ! Start creating life miracles/milestones NOW ! Lately 1vy's bottom email quote is lingering in my mind which says "Do not Give God something that will cost you nothing" . What abt our worries & pain ? I'll confront her soon abt this. k, night everyone

Last weeks happenings

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3th November 2006
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Something mentally surreal happened on friday morning....I had a dream although its more of a spider-man's sixtth sense type of warning dream.I dont remember the entire dream anymore, i dont never remember anyone before. Most is probably around 50%. The only part i remember was being in a room like an office or library where there are many of us at few seconds before commencing a test while a 'invigilator' is handingout the test papers. I dont recall my fellow classmates but i do vaguely remember the two neighbour who sit on my left and right. On my right is anindian guy and left is Jeff Hay! yup...whats he doing here and why only he out of so many others. anyway we were starting our papers when my dream fastforwarded and i smelled some chemically leakage smell.Eww...i did what i do normally to hide from it, concentrate on my test paper. But it got stronger,I started bugging Jeff about what about it. The invigilator interupt me ashe thought i'm doing something of exam misconduct.I wonder if i did ask allof them if they smelled what i smelled.After looking around,i then realise the culprit is the indian guy beside's me.Hispen broke and his ink started to leak out the ink (as seen in my eyes on my dream). Its getting worst and it fastforward again. He cant do much as the exam requires proper behavior. The next thing i know i woke up from my sleep. I immediately smelt something is wrong is my room. The chemical smeldoes emit from my room! apparently one of my socket's port rubber part has melteddue to my fault. i somewhat misaligned the cables causes it to go wrong. The sockethas its own fault in the first place but its by own fault that triggers it.
After restoring the fault to its normal mode, i ponder. COuld our mind capableof soemthing more powerful that we can imagine in times of trouble where our mind is sub-counciously not available yet our other other five senses are? Or is Godthe one watching over me 24/7 ? I remember our brains only function less than 10% of its overallcapacity from some researcher said...edison? our other senses are tired and requiemore rest but our brain picked up what went wrong but because its unable to wakethe host up, it conjures artificial simulated surreal display to accomodate whats happening around us. Interesting! Anyway whatever it is i thank god for such timing and if not thank God for the soul and body that i now inhabit.


Night time at Unit 4/5 Atlantic St, we all gave a quick celebration to Chr1s S1m who's turning 20 in few days time. Most of us are pretty relieve now that their exams are almost over. Discussion topic of the night was "Be Clean"....about how the person infected with leproxy is still embrace with J35u5 Chr15t. Mr Chang tell during dinner abt how he doesn't need to brg textbook to his school and what he & the rest of the classes did was exchanging books due to their subject falling on different times. However, one day the headprinciple caught up with their doings sort of gave them a lesson by confiscating their books inside their desk and 'blackmailed' them into paying if they want their books back. Lol Tawau !


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4th November 2006
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I got hooked up back to Baldur's Gate II again after a long absent of heart. But I still love the game....reminds me somewhat like first love .....the tenderness and warmness that you first experienced from a non family opposite gender member ....will be 'etched' in your mind for a long long time. Every passionate moment, every single words(characters) are there lingering from time to time. L-0-\/-3 what a wonder ! BGII is sort of those games that had this status in my mind like that :p This attempt i use Monk. My past characters i hope are still in my old PC somewhere.

Towards the evening, me went setup again H0P3 W4\/3rl3y....someone irrational might put it as becoming a sl4ve/serv4nt. I describe it as helping a friend that hasn't reveal himself fully yet as this friend is do inform us of him plans from time to time and gave us all help/guidance. A slave/serv4nt on the other hand back in the ancient times normally has no such priviledge of knowing their L0rds intention. Morever, I feel honoured and satisfying helping out with other fellow people. Short chat ensues abt the preparation on Chosen Gen Formal Dinner on the 10th November ....especially the ladies and their choice of clothes to wear to stun the crowds.This dilemma even affected Michael Thai. Anto and Jeff on the other hand is planning something abstract with multimedia to go along the dinner. Amazing young mens. Haha :]

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5th November 2006
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The chit-chat follows in the morning after event finishes. Tickets are being distributed,last minute payment are gathering, people are dragging their friends along for this one in a year aspicious dinner event etc In fact i think the whole H0P3 W4v4rl3y is going.....what a blast coming....can't wait. Lol why am I being excited , I'm not participating in it @@. haha these days i'm excited for the rest of my buddies H0P3 group in almost all grand things. Prayed for my mates as exams are still going on. Not only that those who's still seeking job and Permanent Residency as well. One good news follow by another : Dhanny testified in the front that he found a job after several months of drifting. Congratz buddy !

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